Just letting everyone know I am still around...somewhat... :\
Since the last journal things have been going down...down...and down... the big
porcelain dumper.. Then they go up...and down again its just all very tiring..*sigh*
I have only been updating the contest cause school was hell, and if it wasnt all about
school it was all about work. My grandfather is living with us now and I gave him
my room...cause I knew others wouldn't... So no real privacy anymore... and I try...
Hell I will go and hide in the garage if I know i can talk to Matt in piece there when
on the phone...
Anyways things are just very INSANELY stressful right now and I am trying to take
it all day by day so please bare with me. I am sorry for the people who made commissions. I have paid you back and if people are interested for later I will let
you all know. Right now all I can try and do is this recent contest and even that
is giving me issues.. Had to format my comp lost everything but thanks to

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managed to get my drawings back. Now I just need to get another copy of Corel PSP X since I misplaced mine in the move to... well lets see... stuff in the garage...old closest...
in the living room...my stuff is scattered all over... v.v
So yeah... school is over woo hoo...but when I have free time my comp fucks up,
family wont leave me alone, or friends stop by so not much time with Matt... and
when we do get time... yeah I am usually moody or something happens...
...bare with me people...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
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And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted nevermore!
( Edgar A. Poe: "The Raven" )
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Does difference matter, because each one of us are special and unique, in one way, or another, and it dosen't matter how or why, because we are all human, and we have the ability to chose.
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When the sun vanishes and day turns to night the shadows grow to make a new entity. Darkness.
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"Each of our lives and accomplishments lead a story and we have the chance to publish them"
- Richard Cardenas
I'm in WAAAAAY too many clubs to name them and have WAAAY too many collections!
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Look, if you want to torture me, spank me, lick me, do it. But if this poetry shit continues just shoot me now please. Lori Petty
Yield to temptation, it may not pass your way again. Lazarus Long